Monday, December 2, 2013

Angel in disguise

A while back, when I was still a devoted church goer, I used to read the Bible like a romance novel. I'm serious. I read it thoroughly from Genesis to Revelation. But the more I read, the more questions I gathered. I had no one to discuss the bible with me. All my friends are born and bred believer. They don't have an ounce of doubt in them. So, every time I voice a question they can't answer, they would say 'Just believe' or 'Have faith". How can I just believe blindly? I mean, what is faith, anyway?

I remembered I attended a church seminar once, and a speaker named Jude said something that really strikes me to the heart. He said, "Love without experience, how can you survived?".

And here I am, dying to experience. You don't think I want to believe? You have no idea how much I want to believe. If only there's a manual to believe, I would have mastered them by now.

Eventually, over time, all those unanswered questions turn to doubts. It's easier to doubt than to wait. Here's one of the Bible passage that puzzled me for a long time.

Jesus answered them, “You are wrong, because you know neither the Scriptures nor the power of God. For in the resurrection they neither marry nor are given in marriage, but are like angels in heaven.

Matthew 22 : 29-30

By the way, I already understand and solve the above puzzle. How? I found Brian L. Weiss book, Many Lives, Many Masters.

Friday, November 22, 2013

I'm sorry

if I made you feel uncomfortable.

Thursday, November 14, 2013

A random encounter

I came upon this website while searching for an English translation of the song "Le temps des cerises". The website is called 'My Writings : A Collection of Things That I've Written Over the Years'. But what strikes me the most was the fact that who ever wrote all those poem was really, really, good. Unfortunately, there was little about the author you can learn from the blog. Here's one of her short poem;

Grand Canyon

The land and the sky were once in love
Behold the deep canyon
It is the scar from that romance


Right? And you have to read her love letters. I mean, who ever wrote like that these days?

But then, that's just my opinion. Because when I read her writings, I got that tingling feeling in my chest.

Thursday, October 10, 2013

Yoga and me

I finally gave it a try.

The real one. Not the one on Wii.

Yes, I did it. And yes, I was amazing.

I did it all on my own. No teacher helping and I did not pay for any class. I just read some books and watch a few videos. It's all free. And just like that.. BAM.. there I was with my palms together, fingers pointing to the sky, right foot perched on my the side of my left knee, and of course my eyes were closed the entire time. Yes, I was so cool. But that was not what I want to write about today. Not that my 'awesome-ness' wasn't worth mentioning. I just got carried away a little bit.

Anyway, the year is about to end and I thought that it's time to put some action to some of the things I had on my 'to do list'. I got the yoga video from the internet. I downloaded it from the torrent website. Not that I'm too stingy to spend some on yoga class but I'm not just gonna dance into some class without knowing what I was getting into. The pictures might worth a thousand words but they are also often unreliable. In fact, they lie a lot. So back to the yoga video. I typed words like 'yoga', 'beginners', in the search tab. Found a few and downloaded a few. 5:30 pm at my house, I put on a sports bra and a boxer panty, cleared the living room, put the yoga video in a thumb drive and plugged it on the tv, and start watching porn.

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Yes, you got that right. Porn. I downloaded 'that yoga video' instead of the real thing. BY MISTAKE.

The problem is that there were more people seeding the x-rated stuff instead of the real yoga. And some of the video title can be very misleading. Some even appear innocent and intriguing at the same time. For instance, I downloaded a video titled 'Yoga Undressed - The Beginner Practice'. How should I know that the word 'undressed' literally means undressed? I took it as 'unveiled' or 'exposed' or 'to be discovered'. Get what I mean?

Anyway, I was home alone when I pressed play. Lucky, right? Moral of the story is, you'll never know when life's gonna throw you apples. So, always be on the look out.

The story about me being amazing at yoga, you didn't really bought that, didn't you? I can't even bend over and touch my toes. I suck at yoga.

Yoga is serious business. No kidding.

Tuesday, October 8, 2013

Grace Kelly

I finally finished it!

This is my Momoko doll version of Grace Kelly.  It's surprisingly easy. The most challenging part was probably when gathering materials.



So what do you think?


Do you think the Prince of Monaco would approve of this?

Monday, October 7, 2013

Mindy

Well, I'm officially addicted to The Mindy Project tv show.


Have you given it a try? If not, please do. It's so funny that I have to put this show on the top of 'How I Met Your Mother' in my favorite tv show list. Yeah, I did. Sorry, Mindy easily kicked Ted Mosby's uh..um.. 'behind'. So, here's how the new ranking look like;

  1. The Big Bang Theory
  2. The Mindy Project
  3. How I Met Your Mother
I think one of the reason why I like the show is because you can easily relate to Mindy. It's real and it's hilariously normal. It's what you would have done but keep it a secret because it plainly embarrassing. It's the little habits that you think were unnoticed. But Mindy, she rocks it all. I tell you, it's so funny that it's hurts not to talk about it.

Tuesday, September 24, 2013

Free at last

I may be wearing a worn out sandals, or t'shirt with holes poking through, a China brand pants that I can't even pronounce, and a sling bag on my shoulder like it were handed down to me personally by Indiana Jones, yeah just picture the worst fashion mix and match ever, but at least I'm proud to say that I am a free man.

That's right.

I paid off my student loan in full yesterday.


For now, just let me soaked in the feeling of the moment. 

A pure bliss moment.

Friday, September 13, 2013

Beautiful sadness

It's amazing how a simple melody can turn a sad story into a beautiful song. I wish the world is a stage. And life is a play. It could be one of Shakespeare's. Then, reality won't be so cold and harsh. A tragedy would be a poetry to be read before bedtime. A scar would be a work of art. And life would be beautiful again.



My favorite lyrics,

"I knew that it takes getting everything you ever wanted, and then losing it to know what true freedom is."

Sunday, September 8, 2013

Manila trip

I just got back from Manila today. It was 5 days and 4 nights trip. And the trip sucks big time. I was travelling with a friend who brought her 1 year old infant to the trip. So, naturally, the baby cried during the entire trip. Even when napping or sleeping she would cry every 15 freaking minutes. Every time she got hold of something (dirty) and you tried to take it away from her, she would start throwing tantrums. It was MENTAL! I think I've suffered some bleeding in my ears.

So, everyday during the 5 days trip, we would go out at 10 am and come back to our hotel before 12 pm, just because she decided what the adults do was not fun enough for her. We were stuck in our hotel room all the time. Never once during the entire trip we eat anything but from a room service. Our bathroom reeks of overnight diapers. I think everyday the housekeeping staff must be dreading to clean our room.


So, yeah, to sum it all, a baby ruined my trip.

Monday, September 2, 2013

September's here..

Great.. it's already September. Can time go any faster than this? Here's what happened while I'm dilly dallying with my time;

1. My grandfather passed away. Yea, yea, I know it's for the best. Whatever. I told you, I've harden my heart a long time ago.

2. I sew a lot. I think that qualify me to put sewing as my hobby. For someone who works in engineering, and wears safety helmet and muddy boots to work, the idea of me sewing may sound stupid. As my mother would phrased it, "useless". But I like sewing. Sewing is like a therapy to me. Once I'm on the machine, it was like I'm in a trance. The moment I start to sew, everything else stops, and so are my thoughts and worries.


3. I've stopped dieting. My mother stayed with me more than 3 weeks. So I got distracted. I guess I gained back whatever I've lost. And now I've developed a phobia to go anyway near the weighing scale.

4. Last month I went to watch the Phantom of the Opera in Singapore with my sister. Not that the show matters. But if you asked me, I think it was great. It was better than the movie. All disgust and hatred I felt towards the Phantom vanished. Suddenly I saw the Phantom in a new lights. Through the show, all his griefs and yearning somehow reached to me. Anyway, the main reason I mentioned this events was because of what happened before the show. You see, I have booked a deluxe room at the Marina Bay hotel, and asked for a non-smoking room with twin beds. And when they couldn't find the combo that I asked, they upgraded my room to a Suite! I've never stayed in a Suite in my entire life! I know that may sound just like any other day in your life but to me it's one of those marked milestones in my life. Because in my 'just-another-day' life, the lady luck hardly glanced at my way.

5. My baby brother birthday was last month. Instead of getting him an electronic gadget which he seldom appreciates, I got him a new wallet. I'm going on 'tough love' on him. Trust me, spoiling a person may sound cute but in the end it will gives you a rotten product. I miss the cassette and VCR days.

Wednesday, August 7, 2013

A new mantra

Sometimes when you got too caught in life, not only you'd stray from the pathway, but you could also lose your own self. That may sound cheesy, but that wouldn't make it any less than true. So, when life gets too hard to handle, and it feels like giving up is the only way to get out of the game, the quotes below could give you a great comfort.

Just for today..
Do not anger
Do not worry
Earn your living honestly
Be filled with gratitude
Be kind to people

It's called the 5 Reiki Ideals. It shows to me how easy it is to enjoy life. This should be the codes to live by.

It's my new mantra.  It's the first step to forgiving myself. So that in the end, i'll finally love myself again.

Wednesday, July 3, 2013

Blythe sewing project

When i mentioned in my last post that i started to sew again, i was actually sewing for dolls. So, here's my latest project.





The pros and cons of sewing doll clothes;
Cons: The doll is so tiny that makes it very challenging to sew for her. It is hard but not impossible.
Pros: The doll is so tiny that i don't need yards of fabrics for her. And most of the material i used was a disposed fabrics.

So, i think for now i'll be sewing more doll's clothes. At least for a while. Ahh, and did i mentioned that the doll doesn't complains?

June affairs

Wassup?

Yes, i know. I was MIA for the entire June. I, myself have no idea where i have been or what i have been doing for the past month. I, literally, was just existing. How pathetic is that?

So, here's the shortlist of what happened last month;

Let my ticket to Dirty Dancing show burns.
Flew in my niece on her school break to visit me.
Grandpa got sick and admitted to hospital.
Started sewing (again).
Joined Postcrossing.
Lost 13 pounds.
All 3 cats got cat flu.
My little brother moved in with me.
Flew in my mom twice last month to visit me.

And that pretty much all of it. See, i told you my life is boring.

Tuesday, May 28, 2013

Relapse

I'm falling back to my old habits.

But before i dwell into that, i want to assure you that i am a good person (i think). I am nice. I don't do drugs. I don't smoke. I don't do crime. I rarely (almost never) tell lies. I give to charity (once awhile). The point is, i am nice.

Yet despite all the above Nobel-Prize worthy qualities, i actually do have some vices. And you only need to know one. The others are (almost) insignificant.

It's gambling.

Hi, my name is Angel and i'm addicted to gambling.

The thing about gambling is that it is never about the money. It is all about the winning. The feeling of satisfaction and triumph, you can't get it anywhere else. Not by skydiving nor drugs can imitate it. The exact words i used to describe the feeling of winning to my sister were;

"Remember the feeling you had when you first fell in love? Now times that to 10. I rather win lottery than falling in love"

It has been months since i last gamble. I was doing fine until this morning my friend told me that she has won 3 times in a row and had accumulated RM90k winning money. That my friend, is what a trigger look like.

Now i'm fired up!

Monday, May 27, 2013

Neruda madness

Finally, the long awaited book has arrived.


I told you i'm romantic at heart.

Never too late

After last week emotional breakdown, i think it is safe to say that i am finally okay. I don't know why i did what i did. Probably just the PMS messing around. That's why i always tell Mr that there will be times where i could be unbearable, so be well prepared.

Anyway, now that i'm back to my self, i'm thinking that i should start the 'shedding the extra' project again. Last time i did it, i became lazy and stop halfway. Therefore, i gained back half of the weight that i lost. Now, this year the feng shui is aiding me. It says that my health is excellent. That must be because i had success in getting rid off the extra weight, right?

My strategy will be the same as last time. It will be calories counting all over again. And of course some exercises in the equation as well. I don't want flabby skin but lean muscle.

Now, ever heard of 'starvation diet'? I actually started on this diet 2 days ago and have lost 3 lbs since. And i'm fully aware the danger of it. But i rather lose my life while i'm on the way to a healthier life than being stuck at where i am now. And if i don't do anything about it, i will still lose my life to weight related illness anyway. Don't tell me that there's a safer way to lose weight, cause there aren't. I know the ups and downs of this road. It's all about what you're putting in your mouth. I'm born and bred carnivore, so going green doesn't work for me. I rather starved than have to chew veggies everyday. So, case closed. I win.

Wednesday, May 22, 2013

Hopeless

I am beyond hope of saving. The feng shui said that this year my spirit essence and life force were inadequate. And i think i have proven that to be true. What is so good about being alive anyway?

Right now, i'm a walking booby trap.

I have purchased a ticket to the 'Dirty Dancing' shows, and in the end i decided that i'm just not in the mood of doing anything right now.

I lashed out on Mr just because his ringtone is so loud and annoying to me.

I 'unfriend' my mom on Facebook just because she failed to answer my telephone calls.

I, then closed my Facebook account because it irked me to death seeing all love quotes posted on my wall.

I'm really afraid what i might do next.

Thursday, May 9, 2013

A year from now..




There are just so many things that i want to start today.

Friday, April 26, 2013

Anna Karenin


I have just started reading this book days ago. It is so thick that i think i would need a month to finish it. My first impression was that this book is so different than any books i have ever read. 

It is so raw. And i like it.

Definitely not what i've expected. I might just put all Tolstoy's works in my list to read book.

Wednesday, April 24, 2013

Money curse

When i went to Japan last few weeks, i brought with me 4k (Malaysian Ringgit) of spending money. Then, when i returned home i still have roughly about 3k unspent. I'm rather stingy spending money when travelling. I only spent money on food, transportation, fees and souvenir. And when it comes to buying souvenir, the choices are always either bookmark, key chain or that 'thing' people put dangling on their mobile phone. Wait till you hear what i buy for my self. A fridge magnet. Classic isn't it?

Anyway, the fengshui forecast for me this month, it seems that there's a danger of money seeping out of my pocket in an extravagant way. The month's end is still a week away and i don't think i can hold my self any longer. I know that i should just put the balance 3k into my savings but i JUST don't want to do that. I'm itching and i want to spend. I can't sit still and i'm restless. It doesn't feels right.

And i know just where to spend that 3k.

A set of a fine porcelain dinnerware.

A set of crystal glasses.

Monday, April 22, 2013

Osaka - Kyoto Trip

Last week i was in Osaka with Mr, Mum and my Auntie. It was quite a trip i tell you. Why? Here is why;

The first time i went to Osaka in April 2012, someone by the name of Mr. Park went looking for me at the hotel on the very first day i arrived. Then, this year April 2013 i went to Osaka again, i was greeted by a Japan police detective the moment i stepped out of customs. He asked for our passport and looked like he jotted some notes in his little book. Did not check our luggage though. Asked the standard immigration questions. And he speaks fluent Bahasa! How weird is that? In the end he let us go and help us with the ticket dispenser machine.

Day 2 in Osaka. 5.33 am i was woken up by a loud alarm sound. The first thought come to my mind was "We're under attack. North Korea finally did it!" It took me a while to realise that the alarm was coming from my phone and we were actually in the middle of an earthquake. Everything was shaking. The wardrobe, hangers, lamps, everything. I stayed put on the bed. After awhile the shaking stop. But i still can feel the building swaying. I notice the water in the bottle was still and not moving, but when i stand up i cannot stand still. My body swayed from side to side. Then i realised that everything in the building including the water in the bottle must be in sync swaying along the building. 3rd time visiting Japan, i finally had the taste of 6.0 magnitude earthquake. You know what they say, 3rd time's a charm.



After the earthquake incident, our trip resumed it's schedule as planned. We went to Universal Studio but turned back before we can reached the ticket booths. Why? Because it was madness! The crowd was crazy packed. Never in my life i've seen that much people in one place. Anyway, instead of going to Universal Studio, we went shopping at the longest shopping arcade in Japan (probably). I tell you, it's almost 3km long! Well, the shopping was mostly by my Mum and Aunt. Mr and i had another place in mind. We went to eat the giant Red King Crab! It was heavenly. A heaven with a price indeed. Turned out i'm allergic to crab meat. It's already more than a week after that King Crab and my thighs are still itchy.



Our last day in Japan, i suggested that we should try to board the bullet train (Shinkansen) to Kyoto. From Osaka to Kyoto, it only takes 14 minutes by bullet train! That's like me driving from home to work in a traffic jam. It was super fast! The only thing that i don't like about the Shinkansen that it had a weird unpleasant smells inside the car.



I finally got to check off Kiyomizudera Temple from my bucket list!

Tuesday, April 9, 2013

White magic

Yesterday, was probably one of the worst day of my life, since Miau death. Forest was lost for almost 6 hours. Forest, is an indoor cat. He rarely go outside the house. Except when nature calls. And by that i meant pooping and peeing. That's right. I don't have litter box in my house. All my cats doing their 'business' in my back yard. They are giving back to mother nature by making the earth more fertile.

It was 5:30pm when Forest went to the back yard. It was his daily routine, so i let him be. 6pm he still not in. So i checked the back yard only not to see him there. It was weird because he never wandered far from the house. So i began searching the house perimeter. Still no sight of him. It's 8pm and it's pitch black. I went inside the house sat in the living room to wait for him. Tried to watch TV to keep my mind at ease only to find the TV is actually one annoying b*tc#. So i turned off the TV, went to bed and tried to sleep, hoping that Forest will be there when i wake in the morning. But instead of falling asleep i got more irritated. So i decided to get up and clean the house. 10:45pm i finished cleaning and still no Forest. As i sat in the living room and about to cry, an idea suddenly came to me. Why not try a magic spell. So i did the first spell i find in the internet. And just as i finished the spell, i put down my iphone, and voila...Forest walking in right into the living room.

What do you think?

Miracle? Coincidence?

When i was so desperate in need, i pray for a miracle to happen. And just when a miracle was granted upon me, why on earth i would say it's just a coincidence? I knew there was an angel guiding Forest back to me last night. Because when he walks in last night, he's not like his usual self. He looks like he's still lost. He explore every corner of the house like he's never been here before.


Anyway, here's the spell i used last night.

I know that no one and nothing is or can truly be lost because the omnipresent universe (you may say God) watches over everything and everyone. I affirm and believe that nothing is lost from the universe's (God's) point of view. As I write and speak these words I know that the universe can see my pet. I ask the universe (or any God that you believe in) Archangel Micheal, Archangel Raphael, the nature angels along with the guardian angels and ascended masters of my pet (write your pet's name here)to help me reunite with him. I ask the guardian angels of (your pet's name) to give me a signal so that I may find him/her. I know that as pet is on it's way back to me right now. With harm to none, my will be done.

What ever it is, i know it's magic.

Wednesday, April 3, 2013

1st quarter of 2013

1. I managed saving 10% of my income every month. That include the 2012 year end bonus which i gave to myself. I'm so proud of myself.

2. In about 2 months time, i will finish paying off my study loan and motorcycle loan. Can't hardly wait. I am super exited and super proud of myself, again.

3. Will probably limit myself to just one (1) holiday vacation this year. So to make up the lack in that department, i will award myself with a few musical show tickets.

4. In the health department, i'm not getting any progress. I'm easily sidetracked from my goal every time my mother's visiting. I had to tackle this from a new angle. Something got to change. If only i could figure that out.

5. I'm turning 32 this month. How does it feel? It's not as bad as turning 30. Nothing to be excited about.

Monday, March 4, 2013

An Idiot Abroad

I watched the re-runs of the show An Idiot Abroad Season 1 yesterday. It's so funny that i had to jot down what his thought on the Christ the Reedemer in Brazil.

I sorta think from a distance..Jesus, top of a hill, lookin’ like he’s about to bungee jump. You pass it, you go: 'Great, there he is, what else are we doing?'

My gosh. Never in million years i would thought that the word Jesus and bungee jump would make a sentence.

Karl Pilkington have just made my day.

Thursday, February 21, 2013

A better person

I seriously in need of a retreat. Probably somewhere in the mountains. Hidden from civilization. Yeah, something like "The Monk Who Sold His Ferrari" situation. I read the book but didn't like it. It sounds to me like the author was talking to himself (in his head). I get what his trying to say. But clearly, when you read the book you'll feel that you are listening the author debating in his thoughts.

Anyway, what i'm trying to say is, i needed to get away. Anywhere but here. I'll even take the underworld if that's the only card left. I want to get better. I want to love myself. I want to start living for real. But i can't, because i'm stuck here.

I give up. I'm all beat up. There's nothing left the almighty could possibly take from me. I already hate myself and my life. I'm all bare. Do whatever you want. Experiments, if you fancy it!

Deep breath.

Okay. Now i'm officially crazy.

I'm angry at "something" for the consequences of my own actions. Maybe in some way beyond our comprehension, life is fair after all.

By the way, playing angry birds only makes me angrier.

Friday, February 15, 2013

Opiate and tonic..

I read Lisa Kleypas new novel Crystal Cove last night and finished it in one sitting. It was 3.40 am when i went to sleep. And as always, Lisa Klepas never let me down.

My favorite phrases in the book were like this;

"You," he whispered, "are my Solomon's mine, my uncharted empire. You are the only home I need to know, the only journey I want to take, the only treasure I would die to claim. You are exotic and familiar, opiate and tonic, hard conscience and sweet temptation."

I think i died for a minute last night.

Wednesday, February 6, 2013

Off the grid

In the last few days, my phone went into coma. There's little i can do but to restore and update the phone. You know how fussy Apple can be. The whole process takes roughly about 4 - 5 hours. Depending on how good the internet to you. I'm using office's internet, so you can probably imagine how that sucks, thus, the reason why i've been missing for 4 days.

Life without smart phone. I tell you, the first 2 days is the most difficult one. I was dumbstruck, not knowing what to do with my free time. Watching TV was not even fun. The more i tried to be patience, the angrier i became. That night i went to bed early.

The 3rd day went by and my phone still not fixed. I thought the world might as well end that day cause i already starting to feel hopeless. For whatever reason, it was beyond me. Believe me, the thought of getting a new phone does crossed my mind. I have 5k cash with me that day so it was tempting. But the new blank and empty iphone 5 doesn't stand a chance with my old iphone 4. It was an easy win. So that night, i went to bed with Haruki Murakami.

The 4th day. I was beginning to enjoy the fact that i am a phone-less person. I realised that for the first time in a long time, there were no annoying beeping sound followed by text message such as "can you help me..", or "can you check..", "can you do..", basically all the "can you.." message. It felt so liberating! I was out of reach and no one can bother me.

I kind of miss the old days, you know. Where when a favor is required, people actually come and knock at your door to ask for it. For me, that shows respect and appreciation. Nowadays you literally just have to move your thumb a few times and things were done. Sure it may be just a simple and mindless favor, but there are other things were put on hold for yours to come through. In another words, that person took a fraction of his life and gave it to you.

Sorry. For went on and on about that. Just don't take things for granted. That makes me sad.

Anyway, my phone up and back today. So many things to catch up.

Monday, February 4, 2013

Stardust

Have you seen this video? It says that we're made of stardust. How beautiful is that?


Stardust from PostPanic on Vimeo.

I think i've just went to the space and back.

Thursday, January 31, 2013

Killer Cat?

These few days, the study of killer cat killing billions of birds seems to be very popular on the news. I think most of the heated comments contributed by the bird lover. As for me, i'm not really crazy about birds. Yes, they are beautiful but they are not cuddly.

As for the comments that cat should be kept indoor, well, i don't believe that. Not even the most psychotic anti-social would like to be prison indoor. Cats are naturally curios. So, i don't think it's humanly right to deny them their nature to roam around. Sorry, bird lovers.

I, myself, have 3 cats. 2 of them are quite cool and laid back. And by that i mean they are more like the lazy Garfield. They eat, they play and they sleep. That's it. And there is Frankie. He is a whole different story. A predator. A cold one, if i may say. He catches 1-2 birds a month, 1-2 frogs or rats a week, and lizards on a daily basis. And he always brings his loots home, and place it in the center of the living room, in a place that hard to miss, just so that he can show off.

That's Frankie and his prey.

Just so you know, he didn't killed the rat because i stepped in and let it escaped. I felt bad taking the rat away from him. Felt like a bully.

Tuesday, January 22, 2013

My new Rush

I got my new car yesterday.


It's the first time i drove an automatic. So weird. It felt like playing "Need for Speed" on Playstation. I was one of those people who took my time on moving forward. While everyone moving on with the automatic car, i still stubbornly drive the manual gear shifting type of car. Now that i have embraced the technology, suddenly driving sounds fun once again. 

Monday, January 14, 2013

Kavana - Will you wait for me

This song will always haunt me in my dreams.



I used to have the biggest crush on this British pop star. Actually, if i may correct that, i still, am, up to this date, crazy and madly in love like a wanton fool over this guy. Doesn't matter that he put up a little weight. It's his voice that taunt your soul. Makes you aching for more. I used to have his album in a cassette, which i bought using my allowance. I remembered my father scolding me of spending his money on useless stuff (according to him). That was 15 years ago. Now the cassette was long gone missing but i still listened to Kavana on my iphone, thanks to iTunes. Heh.

Just listen to him. Don't you feel that his voice just taunt your soul?

Salmon Fishing in Yemen quotes

I have judgement enough to know that under there lies a fish much cleverer than i.

~ Sheikh Muhammed, Salmon Fishing in Yemen.


p/s - Just so you know, 'Salmon Fishing in Yemen' just knocked over all Will Ferrel movies and become my favorite movie of all time. I may or may not have watch this movie 5 times until today.

Friday, January 11, 2013

Crappy weather..

It has been raining whole day.

And currently i'm listening to Engelbert Humperdink.


All lyrics were like "Lonely table just for one.."

"They say you found somebody new.."

"There goes my only possession.."

"Please release me, let me go.."


I wonder if today will get any better than this.



Even Frankie feeling the blues.

Friday, January 4, 2013

Obedient

Guys, check this out.



Nayeon: Mommy, I'm sorry.
Mom: Tell me what you did wrong?
Nayeon: Oh mommy the next meal I'll be obedient.
Mom: What then?
Nayeon: And I will eat docilely. I... will not run... will stand for you to feed me up.
Mom: What then?
Nayeon: And I will eat on time.
Mom: Okay, do you promise me?
Nayeon: Yes...
Mom: What if you don't keep your promise?
Nayeon: Oh...oh.. If I don't keep my promise, I'll be punished.
Mom: I won't punished you, but I won't feed you up at late session.
Nayeon: yes...
Mom: You mustn't do that when I talk to you, look at me. Okay, so if you don't eat on time and want to eat at late session I won't feed you up.
Nayeon: Yes... I... I...will be a good girl.