It always started as a friendship. A fake friendship of course. If only i could smell it from the beginning i would never be hurt like this. Fengshui did warned me about her but i choose not to listen. Our stories goes like this. One morning, Ms. Bitch came to me with her red eyes, as she have been crying all night. Telling me that she was humiliated in front of her friends by my bos (who is also her bos). It seems that she and my bos have made a business pact together. Ms. Bitch would look for projects to tender and Mr. Bos would finance the projects. Then one day Ms. Bitch managed to get Cleaning Projects from the government. She claim that deposit need to be pay to the government representative before they can award you the projects. But Mr. Bos refused to pay because it is a common practice you will pay after you received payments for the works done. This is typical government servants. If you got engaged in government project you need to make sure that everybody get the cakes. Ok, back to my hate story. When Ms. Bitch come into my office that morning, with her swollen red eyes, i felt sorry for her. Then she had the brightest idea ever. She said, "why don't you take over the project? All you have to do is come out with RM 3000.00 and i will take care of everything for you". 3k is not small amount of money for me. It is a hard earn cash for me. It took me 3 years to save that. Then i think to my self, "why not?". I have the money, she is my friend and i trust her. After i hand over my money to her, she went out to town and off the radar for a week. No calls and no news from her. After almost 2 weeks, she came back again to me offering to me another project. This time the project cost me about RM 2000.00. She told me that she need the money asap. It was Saturday that time. No banks open. And she had to left town on Sunday. I told her that i would bank in the money on Monday but then she had no atm cards (guess what? i found out later that her atm card were taken by the loan shark. to ensure that she pay her loan at the end of every month). Then i give her my atm card instead. Told her that i will deposit the money on Monday. So she left. Out of town again. With my atm card and another 2k. It never occurred to me that she was actually conned me upside down until colleagues my questions me. I was actually paying for her vacations. I had notice that from the moment i gave her money, she start to wear new clothes, new shoes and new handbags almost every day. Then again, after coming back she went to see me again with another project. Asking another RM 2000.00. By this time i already know that it's a ruse. I rejected her project politely. Never once i mentioned to her about being conned. 2 days after that she came back to me again with another project. This time she does not mention any money involved. I know the money part come later after i agreed of be conned. That is the last time i spoke to her. From that moment on, everything became so clear to me. All her talk, laugh, all fake. Now all i see is lies coming out of her mouth. I avoid being around her because i disgusted with people who lied to my face. Even though i secretly hoping that one day she will come to me with the projects that i have pay previously, in her hands, offering to me, and proving that i was wrong all the way, and i was the evil one.
In the end, she manage to take RM 6300.00 from me. It's a large amount of money for me. But when i think it's over, it's not the lost of my hard earn money that hurt the most. It's the fooling and the betrayal that killed every goodness left in me. I was not fooled once, but i was fooled twice. Shame on me. I hate my self for being very stupid and I hate her for fooling me. My entire being is cursing her forever. There is no turning back for this hate. I will never forgive her. And i will never forget.
